More boredom

Wow same shit different day havent been bothered to write here lately. Maybe its been because ive been busy with my latest thing which is a penpal!!! Dont ask me why but i just decided to try one i once tried one at first school when i ws about eight. It didnt last long but i thought what the hell would be interesting to get to know someone from a different culture.

So me with a fascination for the orient i found one who is from japan only a couple of letters so far but iam enjoying it. I havent told my wife but iam sure if she found out she wouldnt mind besides the woman iam emailing is married as well. Theres no ulterior motive to it at all iam actually finding it interesting.

Apart from that things are the usual havent had a house viewing in days now iam starting to lose hope. I had planned to be in canada by may but its april allready which doesnt bode well. Ive even repainted some of the interior that needed it and also some of the outside as well. Thats saying something for me i usually have no motivation unless someone is there to kick me up the arse. I guess iam just totally sick and allmost hopeless that this will go through.

I sometimes wonder if it will sell at all or whether ill be stuck here forever!!! Iam worried things wont work out at all and everything will fall apart. I try not to talk like this to her as she worrys enough which worrys me more in the process.

Oh bugger its in the hands of fate ill just have to wait and see iam sick of worrying.