Saturday, August 21, 2004

just finished work been a hard day and a hard week knowing iam not going to have a weekend. so there goes my weekend 11 days working straight then next friday iam off and going to paris for my first wedding anniversary. the first of many anniversarys i hope,anyway having a drink only 3 or 4 cans cos iam up early for work tomorow(this sucks)
anyway i got home tonight earlier then i told laura i would be home and shes not here, and sehs still not here dont know where she can be except maybe at a friends. hope she is ok and nothing has happened to her. not quite sure what to be putting in here havent done a diary before well i tried once when iwas about 11but it didnt last for long.
anyway ill give this a try suppose it would be nice to look back and see what you were doing amonth before and the feelings you were going through and all those other things that you forgot about.

Friday, August 20, 2004

First Time

ok my first time iam drinnking tonight had a hard week at work so i think ill leave any real ideas i want to put down till iam sober. allthough you allways think you have plenty of good ideas when your drunk!!!