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Sitting here bored (yet again) and wondering what i can do its bank holiday monday so iam off work and have nothing to do. Iam currently browsing random blogs which spurred me into posting in my own. Its a loverly sunny day outside but iam sitting inside whith no where to go. I suppose i could go lots of places its that its just not much fun going on your own.

Well the house is still not sold and iam really starting to shit myself. My visa to live in canada has to be used before november. I know its only may but if this house sits on the market for another 5 months and doesnt sell then thats cutting it fine. ive had a few viewings over the weekend and iam just waiting for some feedback from the estate agents. Apart from all of this life just seems to be drifting along as usual nothing spectacular to write about.

Iam getting rather sick of the look of this blog though wish i could be bothered to change it. Wish i was some uber web designer then it would be a lot easier to do as well. Bah maybe ill try later if this boredom persists or gets worse.

Did i mention iam really missing my wife? well iam and it sucks hmmm that reminds me of something thats been on my mind a lot lately. Ive been thinking that i really want to have kids but unfortunatley my wife doesnt which is ok for her as she allready has one from a previous relationship. It kinda sucks BIG time for me though and its been on my mind a lot lately. Another thing that is bugging me is that iam not sure of the reason why i really want one. Iam worried that maybe its just because i cant have one that makes me want one? or maybe some other reason stuck in my subconscious to which iam not fully aware?

Bah well its still bugging me but ill leave it there for now.