I wish...

I wish i could think of something to say.... But i cant. Nothing much seems to be happening its the same old same old now ive settled into a routine. It may be a new country ive moved too but its the same old kinda life. Get up go to work come home relax and wish it was the weekend then when it comes its gone to fast and its monday again.

Iam starting to miss home a little bit more now and starting to hate some of the things about this place but overall its still good to be here. I guess everything is just plodding along nicely.

Iam only really posting here now cos iam bored bah maybe ill think of something interesting to say sometime soon... Allthough i wouldnt hold your breath that is if anyone actually ever reads this.

Urghhhh

Urghhhh been here about 3 months now and havent really had time to post. I allways seem to have too much to do or the wife is around and i dont have the privacy to do it.

Well life is good so far iam settling into my new house which is total luxury. Ive also been at my new job as a steel roofer for a while but cant say i like it too much. For now its just something to pay the bills and i dont really want to be working outside when it hits minus 20oC either.

So much has been going on i dont know where to start... Well laura started her new job today so i hope that goes ok. I took the day off to get some things sorted out which is why ive got the time to post on here (If you ever read this laura i also got a lot of house work done also) Also iam cooking her dinner tonight which will be the first time in 2 years of marriage Some people might say thats long over due.

I think iam finally starting to get a little homesick also but not too badly. Allthough i could honestly say id move back in a heartbeat if i had the chance. Well my minds going blank so ill write more when i get time again so thats all for now not that anyone ever reads this thing....

Iam here

Iam here got here last wednesday so this is my first week and what a week. I arrived on wednesday put an offer in on an house on thursday and had been offered a job by friday. Its all happening rather quick cant believe how lucky ive been with the house and job. In fact its all a bit hard to believe iam finding it hard to be excited because for one there is so much going on and also because its happening so fast.

And i shouldnt forget to mention the jet lag and also the cold ive caught since i got here it all seems to be taking it out of me. One thing for sure is theres no shortage of sun over here iam starting to turn lobster red.

I think for sure iam going to put some weight on over here theres so much junk food and thats seems like all we have time to eat. Iam not home sick as yet but its only been a week allthough iam sure its going to happen sometime. Right now things are just moving too fast to take in and everything just seems surreal.

I should be starting my new job next week as a finishing carpenter and ive got to say iam quite nervous. Its something ive never done before and iam sure its not going to be any walk in the park. Hopefully i should be able to hack it though as iam not too bad with my hands and the money is good.

Right now iam just waiting for my wife to come home from college then were off to sign some mortgage papers and then see the estate agent to hand the surveyors report in. So i guess thats it for now ill post again soon i think but for now iam off to waste some time while i still can.

Oh i allmost forgot a picture of my new house.

Iam going

Well iam moving out of my house today and as soon as the money goes into the bank iam booking a plane ticket. So i should be flying over to canada later this week sometime. Cant wait to get away so glad that iam going and that i get to see my wife again.

I guess its going to be a while before i can post in here again as well. Not that ive been posting that much lately but thats probably because ive had so much on my mind with selling this house. Its true what they say it is very stressfull but its allmost all done now so no more worrys i hope.

Beer

What a weekend iam still drinking tonight(tuesday)and started drinking on friday. This cant be doing my liver any good but i guess ill make the most of it while i can before i move to canada because i wont be able to drink like this over there. Talking of canada if iam lucky i could be over there by the end of June or early July which iam really excited about.

Well i guess thats about it i only really posted because iam really bored. Cant think of much to write in here, i seem to be posting less and less all the time. I think i just wanted to feel like iam sharing the fact that iam drinking too much with someone, that is if anyone ever reads this? My liver must hate me by now iam surprised it hasnt tried to leave if it could iam sure it would have done a long time ago. Iam what you would classify as a binge drinker and that is the worst kind of drinking for your body. Oohh well on with the beer.

WooHoo

WooHoo looks like ive finally sold my house. The woman came today for her second viewing and loves the place so much she begged me to stop viewings. Shes also got an appointment with a mortgage advisor on wednesday to make sure shes qualifies for the money to buy the house which she thinks shouldnt be a problem as she has a big down payment. After that comes the surveyor then all ill have to do is wait for the solicitors to do their work.

My wife will be over the moon when i tell her and with any luck i should be with her in around about a month or so. One thing iam going to do is stipulate that we need the house sold by a certain date to hurry things through. So not to far in the distant future ill be living in canada. And thankfully this puts an end to all those months of worrying if the house would sell or not.

Anyway on a lighter note thats a great excuse to get out of my head drunk not that i ever needed an excuse to do that in the past. This definately calls for a night out on the town with my mates ill have to arrange that some time soon.

Funnily enough ive just had a text message of the woman buying my house letting me know shes got the mortgage advisor coming sooner that expected. Ah well things look like there finally coming together and about time too. Its taken so long that when i actually got the offer i had to ask the estate agent to confirm it i was in shock it had been on the market that long i thought it would never sell. And to top it all off shes a first time buyer so theres no chain how lucky could i get.

Blog

Sitting here bored (yet again) and wondering what i can do its bank holiday monday so iam off work and have nothing to do. Iam currently browsing random blogs which spurred me into posting in my own. Its a loverly sunny day outside but iam sitting inside whith no where to go. I suppose i could go lots of places its that its just not much fun going on your own.

Well the house is still not sold and iam really starting to shit myself. My visa to live in canada has to be used before november. I know its only may but if this house sits on the market for another 5 months and doesnt sell then thats cutting it fine. ive had a few viewings over the weekend and iam just waiting for some feedback from the estate agents. Apart from all of this life just seems to be drifting along as usual nothing spectacular to write about.

Iam getting rather sick of the look of this blog though wish i could be bothered to change it. Wish i was some uber web designer then it would be a lot easier to do as well. Bah maybe ill try later if this boredom persists or gets worse.

Did i mention iam really missing my wife? well iam and it sucks hmmm that reminds me of something thats been on my mind a lot lately. Ive been thinking that i really want to have kids but unfortunatley my wife doesnt which is ok for her as she allready has one from a previous relationship. It kinda sucks BIG time for me though and its been on my mind a lot lately. Another thing that is bugging me is that iam not sure of the reason why i really want one. Iam worried that maybe its just because i cant have one that makes me want one? or maybe some other reason stuck in my subconscious to which iam not fully aware?

Bah well its still bugging me but ill leave it there for now.

Sunday

Its sunday and my wife went back to canada on saturday but had to leave me friday to get down to london so she could sleep over at the airport to catch her plane. Its now sunday morning and iam hungover no surprise there though. It was a good week but we had a few arguments apart from that though it was really good to see her again. Its just a shame it was only for a week and an even bigger shame were not together again yet.

Being together again all hinges on this house being sold. For the first time in 3 weeks i have a house viewing today in fact 2 not just 1. Theres seems to be a real slow in the market and with the general election just round the corner it also doesnt help.

Oh well the fact that she has been here means i havent wrote anything in here for ages so this is my first post in a while. Ive been busy sight seeing with her weve been to Beamish and to see the Roman wall which is near where i live. Not very exciting stuff for me as ive spent my whole life around these things but she hasnt as shes from canada. So youve got to go havent you!!! Still its filled the week in i dont know what we would have done otherwise.

Oh well cant think of anything else so i guess thats it for now maybe ill add more later if i think of anything or get bored.

Cant think...

Well the title says it all cant really think of anything to write. Iam becoming a bit complacent about posting on here lately i may have lost interest. However ill keep at it as i seem to enjoy bieng able to look back and read what i was thinking at an earlier time.

Iam also taking up some of my time emailing my new penpal from japan and iam actually quite enjoying that. I like bieng able to improve her english and learning about her cultures etc. Actually i may tell her about my blog!!!

Well its the start of a week off work which i took because my wife is coming for a week. Iam really excited to see her shame its only for a week, shame i havent sold this house and iam not over there living with her like i should be. I still dont know what were going to do while shes here i suppose well just take it as it goes shes usually full of ideas.


The plummer has not long left which cost me £60. Money,money,money thats all it ever seems to come down to i wish i had more but then doesnt everyone. Oh well on with the rest of the day i suppose better go get washed tidy the house and get on with the rest of the day including more beer tonight.

What a week

What a week the Pope has died, charles and camilla have married, the election date has been set and my house still isnt sold. But on a brighter note my wife is here next sunday for a week thats something iam definately looking forward to.

Looking at my blog my life seems pretty dull not many events in it allthough i hope that will all change once i move country. At the minute it seems pretty much in limbo i cant really do much but wait for the house to be sold and to drink lots of alcohol of course. Iam really going to need a hobby once i start my new life as iam sure i cant get away with sitting on the net and getting drunk all day bieng a hobby.

Ive given this much thought but had not many ideas. Iam not to bad at art and enjoy drawing only thing is ive never really done it since school allthough iam still ok. Ive thought of trying that more once i move but who knows. At first things will be to hectic to do anything ill be too busy setting up my new life. That will mean less entries on here and also trying to keep this a secret from her. How ill keep this a secret from her i dont know as she works in "IT"

Ah well another pointless entry i wonder if many people read this? I guess ill finish it there anyway iam going to go before i have too much too drink. Its time to get more drunk and forget the fact that i have work tomorrow. Urgh how i hate work and the people i work with but that another story maybe for another day.

Oh dear

Oh dear still not a thing on the house its been days since ive heard anything infact about a week. Its allmost like every buyer on the planet has dissapeared. Iam really worried and sick now its like its never going to sell.

Anyway tonight iam having a drink as usual, in fact my life is full of "usuals" my life is one big routine. i used to think thats the way id like it but i want change now, only thing is i never instigate it on my own. Thats why i knew laura was right for me because she expects change and enjoys a challenge. That is something i wouldnt consider unless pushed into it and i knew she would push me into it. I guess we kind of balance each other out as regards to personality traits.

Thats enough for today maybe ill post tomorrow.

I want to say thats enough because iam too drunk but if my wife ever reads this shell tear me apart for drinking so much :P

More boredom

Wow same shit different day havent been bothered to write here lately. Maybe its been because ive been busy with my latest thing which is a penpal!!! Dont ask me why but i just decided to try one i once tried one at first school when i ws about eight. It didnt last long but i thought what the hell would be interesting to get to know someone from a different culture.

So me with a fascination for the orient i found one who is from japan only a couple of letters so far but iam enjoying it. I havent told my wife but iam sure if she found out she wouldnt mind besides the woman iam emailing is married as well. Theres no ulterior motive to it at all iam actually finding it interesting.

Apart from that things are the usual havent had a house viewing in days now iam starting to lose hope. I had planned to be in canada by may but its april allready which doesnt bode well. Ive even repainted some of the interior that needed it and also some of the outside as well. Thats saying something for me i usually have no motivation unless someone is there to kick me up the arse. I guess iam just totally sick and allmost hopeless that this will go through.

I sometimes wonder if it will sell at all or whether ill be stuck here forever!!! Iam worried things wont work out at all and everything will fall apart. I try not to talk like this to her as she worrys enough which worrys me more in the process.

Oh bugger its in the hands of fate ill just have to wait and see iam sick of worrying.

Boredom

Another weekend and more boredom more of the same beer,beer,beer. On a brighter note my immigration papers came this morning which means i can now live and work in canada as of now. That just leaves this house to sell which is going so slow and is starting to piss me off. Hhmm anyone want to buy it??




Good condition not much work needed :P Well suppose id better go get the housework done incase someone comes to view it.

Eeek

Internet explorer and firefox are soooo different. I never use IE anymore but when i did i noticed that my header on my blog looked different than it did on firefox. They must both display things differently and after lots of messing with the html i think ive got them both to display the same. At least i hope, it looks ok to me now on both no more horrible green piece at the top of my header.

Anyway iam not long out of bed and hungover iam actually amazed i manged to do it. Got a house viewing at 4pm then its beer,beer,beer. So now its time to shower and get ready. Iam finding i still cant leave this blog alone and am allways wanting to try something new with it who knows it may look different again by the end of the day.

I think iam obsessed or could it just be boredom?

The weekend begins

Dont expect too much from me iam going to be so drunk over this weekend that i dont think ill have anyhting to post. Possibly things i do post will be shite and full of spelling mistakes. Youve been warned so dont expect too much (as if theres been anything worthy)

Beer extravaganza

Yes easter weekend is here so ive got four days off work and its all going to be filled with beer and junk food iam just going to veg out this weekend. work is so slow and the days are dragging tomorrow will be the longest.

On another note ive sent my passport away to immigration so they can attach my visa to it. This is good news and has happened sooner than expected and also means ill be able to work straight away when i get there. That is also good because it means i wont be living of the money from the sale of the house.

All ive got to do now is sell the house which isnt going to well. The housing market really is slow at the moment and apparently its not going to go back up so the only way is down or hopefully steadying out. It really all is a pain in the arse and when i do sell it ive also got to sell all my furniture because i cant take it with me. Stess,stress,stress in the foreseeable future. I guess thats why iam letting go so much this weekend.

Sick

Sick,sick,sick all i ever get from my wife is whinge,whinge,whinge. She is staying with her parents in canada while iam stuck in the uk. They are getting sick of her and blaming me because i cant sell the house fast enough. Also saying its all my fault because if i hadnt pulled out of the sale of the house the first time round i would be there allready. What they seem to forget (If she has told them the reason) is there daughter gave me damn good reason to pull out and to not want to go to canada with her.

Bah i wont go into what happened on here. But iam getting well pissed off with all this shit my hands are tied iam at the mercy of the housing market. Iam REALLY pissed off right now and after bieng blunt with my wife about it ill probably be accused of "not being there for her" Well f**k me but when was the last time she was there for me?

I give up why do women whinge soooo much?

Allmost done

Allmost done messing with my site i got the colours nearly all right and ive added a hit counter and also the time and date. Iam becoming addicted to mesing around with the html for the site nothing much to post about though.

Allthough looks like i wont even be out this weekend and its a long weekend too. With the easter holidays iam off for four days and its going to be one long piss up. I wonder if my wife will ever get to read this? She hates it that i drink too much and i guess thats going to stop when i move over to canada and were living together again.

Well never mind "i guess" its definately going to stop its not worth it. But in the mean time iam going to over indulge a little bit.

Hhmm

Trying to change site colours around etc wonder if black is the way to go. Wish more people read this so that i could get some feed back.

Long time

Yup its been a long time since i really bothered with this thing and a lot has changed since i last posted. I actually decided to give my marriage one more go so we are back together and one day soon when this house sells iam off to canada. Yes canada the place i thought i could never go to and newcastle the place i thought i could never leave.

Unbelievably iam actually looking forward to going there this time its the chance of a whole new fresh start. Iam going to go to college find myself a trade and get a better job also a lovely new shiny house. Things are looking up all round for when i get there just got to sell this house and wait for immigration to finalise.

Apart from the above life has been pretty much a case of "Same shit different day" Pretty boring to be honest lots of drinking on weekends and work through the week thats about it. Ohh and showing people around this damn house which becomes tedious especially when its got to be tidy all the time just in case someone wants to come and view it.

Ohh well thatll do for now its allmost time to have a few cans but only a few as i have work tomorrow.

wow

wow someone stopped by my blog and posted :D thx tash. never thought it would happen anyway if someone does and sees this i need help with html. a you can see i got a pic up as my banner but mainly through trial and error so help would be nice plz :D

this isnt ever gonna happen is it :P